Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Momma said there'd be days like this

DEAR BABY
 I'm having one of those days.  One of those days that loneliness and doubt creep up behind you and sit on your shoulder all day long.  A day where the voice in your head is not kind or reassuring.
I can't wait to teach you about what a cup of tea can do for a lonely rainy day.  It's medicine, kid, the kind your yia-yia learned from her yia-yia.
There's tea, there's chocolate, there's naps, and there's a good cry.  Never discount these things babe.

This pregnancy has reached a kind of transition place in my head...probably because I'm finally keeping my head out of the toilet long enough to think a little.  You are seeming so very real and so very close.  Now I know the next 5 months may end up dragging by I get more and more impatient to meet you but the crazy thing is that right now...you're closer than you've ever been.

Wow.

I've been waiting to meet you...whoever you are....whoever you want to be...since I was a very little girl.

And every day you get closer.

That certainly helps on days like this.

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